Adventures In Gender

For a long time I have had persistent thoughts about my gender which has led to experimentation starting in March of 2022. Devotees will have noticed some not-so-fun articles as of late on the main page. At this point I am in therapy trying to hash out exactly who and what I am a. 

It's really fucking hard! I hate it! 

No I don't, but it is hard to keep the upbeat demeanor I really like to have! If I am a girl I want to be the most goofy and exatiable one I can!  I want people to smile when they even look at me. So here my intention is to collect my thoughts relating to that, and hopefully despagettify my noodle (pun most certainly intended)

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